Festive holiday mood begins on the very first day of December. Do you agree or AGREE? Well it has been [] days into the holiday season and I am sad to say I haven’t experienced a single day that left me in pure joy. The funny thing is I know the reason behind my feelings of sadness, want me to indulge you? I don’t see why not, sharing is said to be caring after all.
Let me start by pointing out the fact that I am not a fan of people with self-pity, why am I telling you this? You might ask. Well the lack of my jingle bells days have got everything to do with the pity I have come to have for oneself. I’ve joined the “the pity-club”, believe me when I say it exists. I even learned a lesson after joining the club, and that is to never judge people until I have actually walked a distance in their shoes. With that said, here is to the reasons for my sadness!
My pity parties have everything to do with the fact that my future is unknown. I have recently completed studying for my National Diploma in Journalism and have been filling in job seeking applications prior to my study completion and I haven’t received any feedback thus far. I bet you thinking my situation is nothing compared to anything that you’ve one or still going through but hey this is about me. I have never had to worry about something that’s beyond my control before so grant me this privilege.
We further our studies in hope for a better tomorrow and we tend to break down emotionally when it doesn’t come on the time its needed most. Ask any other university graduate waiting for that breakthrough call which will leave them employed. It is said that patience is a virtue but it really is not one of my strong points right now. I think I won’t be able to enjoy a single day from here on, not until I get that phone call asking me to come to a job interview or telling me that I should report for duty. Thank you for reading.
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